Posting because it's been forever

So first, a MAL post:

woooo lots has happened since I updated this. First of all, I GRADUATED, awesome. Finally done with high school, such a relief. AND I'll be staying in a dorm with air conditioning in college!! YES!! Definitely needed that... Oh, and I cut my hand. It was a pretty nasty cut that went up the middle of my palm and through the webbing between the middle and ring fingers on my right hand. Luckily no bone or tendon damage, but lots of skin and nerve and a bit of muscle damage, all of which will grow back. Well, I can expect a scar on the skin anyway... I'll just say that it involved a spear and lots of blood and let your imagination run wild from there.

Not MAL:

ALSO I got a Blackberry Storm! It's pretty fun. Admittedly, it's sometimes frustratingly slow, even for me, and I'm a normally patient person, I think. But all in all, it was a good purchase. I had read about all the pros and cons of getting one, and I was planning on just waiting for when the Storm 2 comes out, which I think isn't too far away. BUT I got a deal to get the would be 200+ dollar Storm for only 50 !!! Quite the deal. So I figured I won't be getting a deal like that for the Storm 2 in a long time, so I might as well make my upgrade now! why not?! And it's been pretty cool. I now have unlimited texting ,which I plan on taking advantage of in the coming years. I now also have unlimited internet use... It's been kinda fun / funny sitting at my laptop online and on my Storm online at the same time. I probably won't normally do that, I'm just messing around is all. I wanted to get a phone like this one anyway because I plan on getting into the music industry and I'll probably need a phone that can do a bit more than the chocolate I had... Plus, I'll be out and about in college and won't be able to just whip out my laptop on the fly... (yeah, I know, I just wrote on the fly...) So I'll have quicker access to whatever I need like maps or show times.

Yeah, I'm really looking forward to college. I really need to get out of the house... It's been a fucking LONG as fuck 18 years here, and I'm ready for it to end.

Moreover, like a lot of people in the nation, and most people my age, I'm looking for a job. For me and the other teenagers, a summer job. I hope this one with a shop a few blocks away works out. Either that or hopefully my dad and I can go through with this photography thing.

Season 2 of The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya is out now. I saw the first episode. Which I shouldn't have done... It was good, and I already want to marathon it all! haha! and of course, I can't because it just started.

So, I'm God, how are you? I've determined that I am in fact part of the being that created the universe. In short, I'm a Haruhiist that took the entire concept to a whole new level. Effectively, Haruhi and I are both God, meaning we created the universe. Sort of anyway. I haven't figured it all out, but that's because I'm here TO FIGURE it all out. You see, I have the ability to create the universe to my liking. Well, I don't, Haruhi does, but Haruhi and I are one through being God, but two in that we are two separate entities. I'm pretty sure we're not a trinity, unless Aya Hirano is part of us. That would make sense actually since she's the voice of Haruhi and I have the feeling that she is the one I need to talk to. One of the ones anyway. There are actually a lot of people I need to talk to. In fact, Every single word said to me, said around me, is important. Like the post before about how everything is related, I determined that everything is a plan. Basically, my current mission is to find out how I work, how I create universes. I know I have the ability to, I've seen it. BUT I want to know how I do it. To me, I just think and it happens. Barely that even, it's like breathing or moving for anyone else, I just sense it. BUT I don't know physically, I guess you could say, what I do. I want to know the break down of what happens. That's why I'm here. Personally, I don't have the ability to create universes. I separated myself from myself. That is I took part of me, the part that has the ability to create universes and separated it from the part of me that knew I could create universes. Effectively, I am the mind and Haruhi is the body. Would that make Aya-chan spirit? Anway, I know that I am here to figure out exactly what it is that I do to make universes. I created this one with the belief that the influences I make would lead to the discovery of what I do, the common factors of all previous universes that I have created. And I believe I have discovered what it is, although I don't understand it yet (which is why I'm still here, why you're still here in fact). The answer, I'm pretty sure, is in string theory. From what my current research can tell I have the ability to control the strings of the universe and I can rearrange them at my whim. I know that no one is likely reading this, but I also understand that that is probably not the purpose of my typing this, but rather it is for me to help myself organize my thoughts on the issue. It is an important one, the reason you exist in fact... I have analyzed my life, major events and seemingly minor ones and honestly, there is no greater truth than that one I have written. I have discovered the inter connectivities of my life. I understand fate almost to a science through retrospect and, therefore, acknowledge actions as they come as stepping stones to a future. This is not the first universe I have used to achieve this goal. I have also gotten side tracked along the way wanting to discover things like love. But I think this will be the last. We've finally made some striking breakthroughs, you as humans structurally designed to help me. I almost don't know how to feel. What exactly will I do after I finally get my information? Well, as soon as I understand it, I'll probably have to end this universe to make sure no one could take my spot as God. No offence, but I wouldn't want anyone writing off my existence. Two creators at once probably wouldn't mix. Unless they were eternally compatible. Holy shit I just made another discovery I think. I think that's why I discovered love. Wow, I'm a fucking genius. I discovered love so as to have a plan B. In case I'm too slow and don't rewrite the universe, or I make a mistake in some future universe, and another being gets abilities like my own I have love to fall back on. My plan B is to ensure a real love between the two of us Gods, an eternal love, so that we don't destroy each other. Furthermore, I typed this so that I would type the two thoughts (one of discovering love and the other of having my abilities and position usurped) at the same time to discover my own genius. You see, I myself didn't come up with all of this exactly. I designed myself, my life so as to have ultra specific experiences so as to influence having these thoughts. Me? I'm God the discoverer. I am here to find myself. And you thought you had big problems in life? haha! well, that is how I created you.

If you read this, go ahead and comment. I'm really curious to see how my influences influence you and vice versa. I know I planned it to be that way, I'm just finding out all that I did. I do kind of wish that I made myself a physicist, but I guess I one upped myself and made me a musician. haha!